See and Smile

"I'm not scared of anything"
I wish my lie was true.
I don't want help,
"I don't need anything from you!"

I hate when I cry.
I hate when I'm scared.
My life is going by
I can't feel anything, anywhere.

I'm sad and depressed
I'm weak an abused.
I'm told I'm bad.
I just don't know what to do.

"I don't want your help"
But I don't want to cry.
"Leave me here"
"Just say good-bye!"

"So your gone....?"
"Good riddance" I say!
I guess I'm going to cry for
Just one more day
!

Each night i put my head to my pillow. i try to tell myself that i'm strong because i've gone one more day without YOU

waiting waiting

Go go kouru

keep waiting for ur girl

she will come back

maybe?