. . .

How Do I Still Think About You, While Every Thing U Did Killed My Feeling..! :(

. . .

♥ When people ask me why I let you go,
I just smile and give a distant reply,
♥ They don't realize that I still love you,
That I still need to get over you :{
♥ That you left your mark right on my heart,
They don't know the pain that I feel,
♥ Of trying to let you go :/
Because I realized a long time ago,
♥ You would never love me,
the way I still love you.... </3 :'( 

i'm.....

One day you’re gonna want her. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl that should have you, but doesn’t.

i'm sorry it's my fault

; )

I love you, not because of what you have but because of what I feels..
I care for you, not because you need care but because I want to.. 
I'm always here for you, not because i wan't you to be with me 

but because i want to be with you..

; (

i wish i could go back in time and make everything alright!

..

Everyone blamed me that i left her
But...
Did anyone ask him why she let me go

paper bag

You Know What's Really Sad?
I Will Spend The Rest Of My Life
Trying To Forget You;
And, You Will Spend 
The Rest Of Yours,
Never
Thinking About Me Again...

i swear i will be there for u if u need me

Although you may not love me,
Although you may not care.
If you shall ever need me,
You know that I'll be there.
Your love may all be taken,
Your heart may not be free,
But when your heart is broken.
You can always lean on me.
I'll never stop loving you,
I know because I tried.
All the oceans in the world, can't hold the tears I've cried.

..

It hurts when the most important people in your life leave you alone






but 




more hurt when u know the most important thing in you live leave you




i mean


life


your life leaving you

..

Kouru u already destroy ur own life

; (

“I know that you believe you understand what you think I said before, 

but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant.”

; (

i still remember when my friend ask me


''you still waiting for your girl?''


''yup''


''u should go find other girl la"


"sorry i can't"


"just go find other girl lol ..u just waste ur time waiting for someone you dont even know belong for you one day"


"but i don't care because i know if i give up waiting for someone that i know it's everything i want . if seem like i wasting my life"

; (

I Miss This Girl

Everyone tells me I should forget about you, 
you don’t deserve me. 
They’re right, 
you don’t deserve me, 
.


.


.


.


.
but I deserve you.

xD My Happy Life

Hye kamu


xD


semalam hari yang agak best la.
haha pergi ke kuala kangsar dengan Uda,acai dan mat .
walaupun terpaksa berhimpit at kereta xD
tapi xkisah la haha janji puas hati xD


haha start pergi muka senyum je xD
balik semua muka penat =.="
naik atas kereta terus tidur.
tinggal aku sorang tak boleh tidur . HAHA




p/s ni aku ada snap cikit pic xD

xD even pic aku tak banyak =.= "
tapi tetap best la



(kena jadi CameraMan) xD

; )

Sometimes you just can't tell anybody what you really feel...
Not because you don't know why.
Not because you don't trust them...
But because you never really find the right words to..
Make them understand.

: )

“evryone thinks that " i am happy & fine " but look a little closer..you'll see tears in my eyes..”

^^

Sorry I Can't Leave Someone I Love Alone

Even ....

See and Smile

"I'm not scared of anything"
I wish my lie was true.
I don't want help,
"I don't need anything from you!"

I hate when I cry.
I hate when I'm scared.
My life is going by
I can't feel anything, anywhere.

I'm sad and depressed
I'm weak an abused.
I'm told I'm bad.
I just don't know what to do.

"I don't want your help"
But I don't want to cry.
"Leave me here"
"Just say good-bye!"

"So your gone....?"
"Good riddance" I say!
I guess I'm going to cry for
Just one more day
!

Each night i put my head to my pillow. i try to tell myself that i'm strong because i've gone one more day without YOU

waiting waiting

Go go kouru

keep waiting for ur girl

she will come back

maybe?

Swear

someone give me a quotes


If you love somebody, Set her free...
If she comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, she never was....








i already set u free


but


if seem like u will never come back


so i change that stupid quotes










If you love somebody, Set her free ...
If she doesn't come back, continue to wait until she comes back ...




aw




so now


i just wait for u


waiting 


waiting


and keep waiting




until u come back 




because You mean  everything to me.

.....

"Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him"

i trying

yeah 

i say

nothing impossible in this world

but when i through it all alone

without any help from you

that must be impossible for me

to continue our relationship

even u say u love me

but u just make me suffer with ur "BestFriend"

and ur lie....

when i say 

want END 

u just say ok?

where ur feeling? or maybe u don't have any feeling?

like a doll?

and when i say about feeling

u just said i don't understand

maybe u think i don't understand?

but i want ask you

did u really understand?

can i ask you?

did you still remember ur promise?

u said u won't do it again

but now u broke all ur promise

so is true what i said to u before

Promise is made to be broken..

when i said i want END our reletionshp

did u know?

teardrop on my face?

and i say to myself

why should i cry?

i should be happy

coz no one will make me suffer

but why?

i keep crying?

why?

but now i know why

coz u is my life

when i said i want END our relationship

if seem like i killing MYSELF

and i swear

i still love you